Your Ni Dom

Identity, Power and Knowing

This is an event based reflection where I process a meet-and-greet that I was part of last night. I'm at two-day conference for school administrators and had to confront the tensions that exist between my identity (identities) and my occupation. I also talk about knowing as a power-source and interrogate who in the matrix is allowed to know. Random talking points: unemployment checks; Aristotle; political philosophy; inferior-Se and introverted intuition; dating; and networking.

Production, Work and Domains of Living

This reflection starts off being about production paralysis but evolves into a conversation about living, work and physical demands. Random talking points: the power of cosmetics; business, mission work, income and survival; dogs, cars and housing; and resting while still producing.

Listening to 7 INTJ Women Part 2

In this reflection, I continue my response to seven INTJ women interviewed on YouTube (see Part 1 to learn more). Main concepts: the mastermind stereotype; manipulation; extroverted feeling: and written communication.

The Awkward Tertiary Function

In response to a content creator  I have affectionately named the "INTJ Academic", I connect to his musings about the tertiary function (and its awkwardness). 

Lust- a Hidden Truth

Growth

Knowing Your Truth

The main point of this reflection is about accepting your inner truths particularly when they do not match outside messaging. Towards the end, I read from an article (from the Internet) that lists 12 traits of a narcissistic family structure. I use the article to help me organize and confront my own truth. It does get a little emotional in the middle but I don't stay in the sadness for țoo long. Random talking points: business as income versus business as mission work; job satisfaction and income recovery; and the unmet needs of my inferior Se.

Sadness and the Racy Brain

This reflection is about me thinking through a phenomenon I call the "racy brain" and exploring its correlation to sadness. Random talking points: causation versus correlation; attention and focus; attraction and emotion; liberatory education and power; social capital and knowing; leisure, labor and access; and loving inside of toxic scripts.

The Hot Car and the Parking Lot

This reflection is about managing conflict with people you love. The listener should link it to the episode entitled, "Calm Before the Storm." This is an event based reflection and was recorded while sitting in a hot car (as my strategy for conflict management). In that this reflection is in real time to the event being discussed, my under-developed Fi is noticeably present (code for "there is some drama"). Random talking points: different types of reflections; religion; narcissistic family structure (along with the scapegoat and the golden child); SF (sensor/feeler) relatedness; Fe maintaining the matrix; being good/doing good; truth versus knowledge; and being a truth teller.

The Sensory Challenge

This is an impression driven reflection. Relating to the sensory world, people, self-actualization, healing and intergenerational trauma, I find my way to "the sensory challenge" (as the pre-language truth). Central theme: Enneagram Type 8 integration/disintegration.