Your Ni Dom

Growth

Knowing Your Truth

The main point of this reflection is about accepting your inner truths particularly when they do not match outside messaging. Towards the end, I read from an article (from the Internet) that lists 12 traits of a narcissistic family structure. I use the article to help me organize and confront my own truth. It does get a little emotional in the middle but I don't stay in the sadness for țoo long. Random talking points: business as income versus business as mission work; job satisfaction and income recovery; and the unmet needs of my inferior Se.

Sadness and the Racy Brain

This reflection is about me thinking through a phenomenon I call the "racy brain" and exploring its correlation to sadness. Random talking points: causation versus correlation; attention and focus; attraction and emotion; liberatory education and power; social capital and knowing; leisure, labor and access; and loving inside of toxic scripts.

The Hot Car and the Parking Lot

This reflection is about managing conflict with people you love. The listener should link it to the episode entitled, "Calm Before the Storm." This is an event based reflection and was recorded while sitting in a hot car (as my strategy for conflict management). In that this reflection is in real time to the event being discussed, my under-developed Fi is noticeably present (code for "there is some drama"). Random talking points: different types of reflections; religion; narcissistic family structure (along with the scapegoat and the golden child); SF (sensor/feeler) relatedness; Fe maintaining the matrix; being good/doing good; truth versus knowledge; and being a truth teller.

The Sensory Challenge

This is an impression driven reflection. Relating to the sensory world, people, self-actualization, healing and intergenerational trauma, I find my way to "the sensory challenge" (as the pre-language truth). Central theme: Enneagram Type 8 integration/disintegration.

Calm Before the Storm

This reflection mainly talks about two bookends: closing the school year and family time. In between those two moments is a period of calm that I am trying to recognize and embrace. Main talking points: Romantic Attraction, Systems Theory, Family Systems Theory, Intergenerational Trauma, and Positive Thinking.

The Conscious, the Acess and the Indicator

Listening to 7 INTJ Women Part 1

[FYI: This reflection abruptly cuts off. There is no ending.]

The Evidence of Knowing

The Invisible

After some context setting and housekeeping notes, this reflection is about Ni and Fi traits (in the Meyers Briggs personality system).  Using two websites, I read out loud traits associated with each and then consider the ways in which I do/do not relate.