Your Ni Dom

The House

In this reflection I process a literal and figurative battle I have had with housing. Supporting themes: Self-actualization; Systems theory; Scapegoating; Genius, greatness and impact. Typology: INTJ8

The Game

In this reflection I explore several themes that link to us possibly being in a simulator (a video game). Supporting themes: Tertiary-Fi (deleted from last week's recording); The unconsciousness of introverted intuition; Relating to and reconciling the good and bad within our parents. My INTJ sister's dilemma of being both effective and expansive; Self actualization as achievable (or not); Kendrick Lamar and Samuel L Jackson's half time message-- "deduct one life." Typology: NI,Te; Fi; INTJ; Type 8.

Objects are Closer than They Appear

In this reflection I consider the uncontrollable aspects of tertiary-Fi. Supporting themes: Metta processing of the nail and the grenade; Imagining, pursuing and negotiating your best life;

Special Note: Only 39 minutes (of 90) were captured in the recording. 

Content lost: The politics of race; The N- word; Leadership subordination and hierarchies; Rational and irrational feelings.

 

Typology: Ni, Te and Fi; Ni and Se; Te and Fi; Tertiary Fi and Tertiary-Fi.

Nail, Tunnel, Grenade and Resurrection

In this reflection I consider the ways schemas have kept me from my next level. Supporting themes: Spirituality; Struggling; Faith; Entrepreneurship; Maturity; Sibling bonding. This reflection was influenced in part by Kenneth Bordens & Irwin Horowitz ("Social Psychology"). Typology: INTJ8 and INTJ5; INFJ; Ni-domness

Three M’s

I end this reflection considering three M's: Masterminding, Models, and One Minute Acts of Manifesting. However, the bulk of the reflection is me interrogating myself as a masterminder (because I gotta little bit of imposter syndrome happening). Supporting themes: Strategy; Envisioning; Ambition; Calibrating; Grief; Death of parents; Motivation; Neurodivergence. Special Note 1: This reflection was inspired in part by Isabel Briggs Meyers ("Gifts Differing"). Special Note 2: I differentiate between three levels of masterminding; lowercase, uppercase, and all caps. Typology: Ni-domness; INTJ; INFJ; Te; Enneagram 8.

Loop or Lifestyle

In this reflection I consider survival, growth and impact (areas of self actualization) to understand a loop that could very well be my life.

 

Supporting themes: Mastermind; Ground Zero; Instinct; Possessions; Stress; Business; Grants; Employment; Being over qualified; Sex and dating; Solo living; Disrupting social norms. 

 

This reflection was influenced in part by Dr. Beatrice Chestnut ("The Complete Enneagram").

 

Typology: The Eight Instincts; Sexual, Self Preservation and Social; INTJ8.

Midwifing

In this reflection I talk about midwifing as an act of intimacy. Note:

This is part of a series of events I'm calling a "pivotal moment." Supporting themes: Friendship levels; Empathy and emotional support; Type 8-Possession; Direction of care and reciprocity; Self worth and self respect.

This reflection was influenced in part by Dr. Beatrice Chestnut ("The Complete Enneagram").

Typology: Enneagram 4; Enneagram 2; Enneagram 8; Enneagram 5; Enneagram 3; INTJ8.

What? So What? Now What?

In this reflection, I end with understanding the ways woundedness has impacted the way I do intimacy and the actions I plan to take as a result. Supporting themes: Theories; Neurodivergence; Giftedness; Enneagram tritype; Intimacy; Vulnerability; Families; Inclusion and exclusion; Rejection; Solo living; Therapy; An overt no vs a covert no. Typology: Enneagram 853; Enneagram 854; Enneagram 852; INTJ8

Lipstick

In this reflection I circle back to my therapist and analyze why. I also recognize my friends' reaction. 

Supporting themes: Giftedness and neurodivergency; Mama trauma; Hidden (covert) aggression; Projection.

 

This reflection was influenced in part by Lynne Azpeitia, M.A. and Mary Rocamora, M.A. (Misdiagnoses of the Gifted") and Beatrice Chestnut ("The Complete Enneagram").

 

Typology: Type 8; Type 6; Enneagram Instincts and Subtypes. 

 

Lifestyle

In this reflection I qualitatively consider lifestyle nuances to being an INTJ Social'Subtype 8.

Supporting themes: Money, Cache and Creativity (main themes); Qualitative research; Multiple selves vs a single self; Leadership; Entrepreneurship; Legal services; Emotional resources; Memory and learning; Long and short term storage. 

 

Note 1: This reflection was inspired in part by Robert C. Bogdan and Sari Knopp Biklen ("Qualitative Research for Education" p. 43).

 

Note 2: There is no assignment to this reflection because I hope to record a Part 2 first. 

 

Typology: Te; Type 8- Social; Type 8- Sexual; INTJ